December 2010
13 posts
i get sad and i complain, but no matter which way you look at it, things are so much better now than they were two years ago at this point.
i’ve come a long way, and i’m not disappointed in how things are right now.
and you, you frustrate me, but i care about you an awful lot. i definitely don’t need you, but being around you just feels right.
circumstances.
I just found this really old draft from summer, so I figured I’d publish it, because B and C are both still in my life, and just because I’m kind of still feeling the same way.
i just want to love and be loved.
i have come close so many times, but there are always circumstances.
b tells me he loves me every time he writes. he even said that he could see us together in the future,...
“there’s a thin line between crazy people and the rest of us. i mean, we all have...”
– george, dead like me season 1 episode 7
i got my christmas wish.
“why do i keep losing all the things and people that i care about?
that’s...”
– george and rube, dead like me, season 1 episode 5
i can’t depend on any of my romantic relationships to ever keep me happy.
i can’t depend on anyone, really.
but i can generally depend on my family, and on my sisters, and especially on my little sister jennifer. these people will almost always keep my happiness in mind and that’s what i have to remember. i also just need to remember to use my brain, and to do things that...
“close your eyes and i’ll kiss you,
tomorrow i’ll miss you,...”
– all my loving-the beatles
