shit shit shit shit shit. this semester sucks. i want my boyfriend to be here already, my stomach hurts, and i’m sucking at school. i just want it to be over already and i want my body to start cooperating with me.
"your love is my love, my love is your love.
it would take an eternity to break us."
if one mishap has the power to break an entire friendship, then the friendship was not strong enough to begin with.
what can i do to not care about this anymore?
"I will never leave you, except to get slurpees at 3am…but I’ll be right back."
i can honestly say that i have found happiness in my life. with my pup in my lap, man in my heart, and music in my ears, fingers, and throat, i am happy. it’s easy to get down about things in life, like the fading of a friendship or trying to deal with things that are simply out of my control, but at the end of the day, in my heart and in my bones, i am finally truly happy.
re:my post a few weeks ago
today i played a beautiful f-barre chord. *takes a bow*
i wish i could just freeze time whenever someone needs me and be there for that person and that person alone. i get overwhelmed when a lot of my friends need help at once, and i hate that i can’t be there equally for each of them. it makes me feel like a bad friend. i hate time all the time.